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[She's been quiet since the whole Magneto thing went down, for the most part, but tonight... she's lonely and she needs a friend to talk to.]

So, I've been a raging jerk, there's a new guy in the house because he's some alterna-world version of someone from home, that Steve Rogers guy is an alterna-world version of someone from home and I hope he comes here to stay. Anyway, not what I was texting to say, but I figured it'd do me good to babble, and oh look, I'm doing it again. So, remember the earthquake when I asked you out? Confession time: First time I'd ever asked a guy out. See, normally I wait for the guys to ask me out because - never mind not important. And not what... okay, not good at this. I was texting to say two things and I've rambled on and on and still not said them. So, here goes: I'm sorry I was a jerk. Training kicked in and when that happens I'm so used to people from home just accepting it and... well, I forgot, and that's not an excuse, and it's not like I'm trying to make you accept it, but it's the best reason I have. I was trained to be a soldier, trained to protect and sometimes I'm way too like my Dad when things go down, because if I'm not, then I don't act, I react and emotions get all tangled up and... well, I've never claimed to be right in the head. I know I've got my damage but I generally try not to get it all over the... the people I love. See; that's kinda the second thing I wanted to tell you: I do love you and I'm not good at saying it or using feelings in any sort of constructive way. And sometimes, I'm going to be an ass, and not tell you things to protect you and... well. Again with the damage. See back home, if I wasn't careful who I told that to? They could die. That means I just don't say it. To protect them. So, I try to show it and lately, I've been a shitty friend and a shittier girlfriend and... I'm sorry. And I love you.

I love you, too. I love you when you ramble, and I love you when you're sad. I love when you're a soldier, and I love when you're a painter. I love you with powers, and I love you without. And I love that you love like I love. Because I know we love each other. It's okay, Jubes. I might not know what's going on all the time, but that doesn't mean I'll be going anywhere. And even though you didn't say it for awhile, I knew, I knew that you felt it, too. It's going to be okay. You'll see. - Kenzo

[She relaxes a lot at that. Even though he can't see it.]

I really want to ask you to move in permanently, you know. Bring Nina too. There's spare apartments. And Benjamin. He's a cool guy. Of course if you moved into a spare apartment, I'd be disappointed, but I'd understand. I'm just glad you're trying to understand. Thank you. - Jubes.

I know. Let me think about it? And ask everyone else. If it was my decision, I'd be there in a heartbeat. But... you know what I mean. No problem. Try not to stress too much, okay? I know that's a lot to ask, but. I don't want you to get sick again. - Kenzo

Stress is what I live on. Don't you know that? But okay, okay, I'll be as careful as I can. Can you spend Tuesday night? I've got Tuesday and Wednesday off as usual. - Jubes

I could spend time. I have a lot of sick days saved up, so far. However long you need me. - Kenzo

I don't want you using up your sick leave for a silly thing like this. There could be a bigger crisis down the pipeline. Which night do you have off? -J

What could be bigger then this? I have off Wednesday and Thursday, now. - K

You don't want the answer to that. You REALLY don't. Because there has been bigger than this. A lot bigger. Just... I've never been lead on it before. First time for everything.

Are you going to be okay? I'm worried about you. This is a lot to handle, even for someone who knows what their doing, like you.

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